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Sharing my college experiences is one that I hope will encourage older students. Going back to college has been rewarding, but it hasn't come with out hard work, blunders, and some strange experiences. I've learned a lot of lessons so far in my journey that I hope will be encouraging to those who wish to go back to school, those who are in school or those who just want to laugh and cry with me.









Back to School at 40

Back to School at 40
Tamara Jo Loy

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Anticipating the Pull of Gravity

Today is March 7th, 2010. I have been over the "hill" for a day. Yesterday, the day was beautiful. The sky was blue with the occasional white cloud, birds were singing, and I spent the day counting my blessings. The song that kept playing through my mind was It's a Wonderful World...and it certainly is. My Heavenly Father has blessed me with so many blessings. Abel, my husband, is a wonderful husband. The Lord knew I had such a motor mouth and lack of patience, that he blessed me with a man with the opposite traits. He is quiet, even tempered and smiles constantly. He is my angel. Heavenly Father has blessed us with a son, Andy, who is a miracle. Andy is determined in all he does. He was one of 5 pregnancies that Abel and I had through our married life. Andy was the one who made it. He was born, against the odds. Andy doesn't' let anything stand in his way. I know he had this trait before he was born...because he has proved it time and again. He is a great kid and tries to do what's right in all that he does.
My parents are such a blessing in my life and in the life of my little family. They constantly amaze me with their support and love. Our siblings and their children play a big part in our lives as well. Abel's parents are great. My little family recieves love and strength from all of our family.
So, yesterday, I laid in the swing, staring up at the sky through the branches of the oak tree that towered above. I swung back and forth and enjoyed the perfect temperature. I counted my blessings and laid there in awe as I thought, "I have the Gospel of Jesus Christ in my life, I have a wonderful family, we have terrific friends, a home, clothes, food, clean water. I live in the United States of America, and in the paradisaical state of TEXAS. I'm a college student getting an education at 40 (wow), I'm healthy. All the blessings I have were running through my mind...as I swung...back and forth...back and forth. I sat up to go inside and get ready for dinner and I realized I had gotten motion sickness in the swing. It was all I could do to get to the bedroom. My eyes felt crossed and my stomach was upside down.
Abel came into the bedroom and wondered why I was green. He snickered, but made sure I was alright. I remembered what Andy had said that morning. He said,"Mama, don't worry about being over the hill. It's easier going downhill than up." At the moment I wasn't so sure.
It should be interesting to see what the next 40 years will entail. I look forward to every adventure.

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